Psychology Wish Analysis

 Psychology Fantasy Analysis Dissertation

SabrinaВ O'ConnorВ

Mr. KittekВ

PsychologyВ В

10/23/14В В

DreamВ AnalysisВ Project: LookingВ IntoВ theВ FutureВ ofВ MyВ PastВ SymbolsВ

olderВ selfВ­В movingВ forward, В gettingВ throughВ something, В movingВ pastВ somethingВ aloneВ­В feelingВ abandonedВ

blueВ clothingВ­В feelingВ sad, В calm, В sereneВ

pillВ bottleВ­В aВ wayВ out, В necessaryВ changeВ

blackВ andВ whiteВ­В depression, В blankВ feeling, В confusionВ beingВ inВ aВ restaurantВ­В В needВ /В hungerВ forВ emotionalВ nourishmentВ andВ satisfactionВ pictureВ frameВ­В aВ wishВ toВ haveВ thingsВ stayВ theВ same, В notВ wantingВ changeВ waitingВ­В dependence, В В independenceВ issuesВ

personВ suicideВ­В killingВ qualitiesВ В

IВ wasВ 5В yearsВ oldВ whenВ IВ hadВ theВ followingВ dream: В IВ wasВ theВ sameВ 5В yearВ oldВ IВ wasВ inВ realВ lifeВ sittingВ inВ aВ darkВ cornerВ ofВ anВ oldВ restaurant. В AtВ firstВ IВ wasВ observingВ peopleВ walkВ around, В talkВ andВ eat. В NoВ oneВ noticedВ meВ inВ theВ cornerВ atВ all. В AsВ IВ wasВ sittingВ down, В IВ noticedВ threeВ peopleВ thatВ lookedВ likeВ teenagersВ walkВ in. В EveryoneВ inВ thatВ dreamВ lookedВ boringВ andВ dreary, В lackingВ muchВ color, В allВ exceptВ thisВ oneВ girl. В ThisВ girlВ wasВ wearingВ aВ blueВ shirt. В ItВ didn'tВ takeВ longВ forВ myВ 5В yearВ oldВ selfВ toВ recognizeВ thisВ girlВ inВ aВ veryВ strangeВ way. В AsВ IВ keptВ watchingВ herВ IВ realizedВ sheВ wasВ anВ

olderВ versionВ ofВ myself. В SheВ hadВ theВ sameВ longВ curlyВ brownВ hair, В andВ greenВ eyes. В YoungerВ meВ continuedВ sittingВ inВ theВ cornerВ watchingВ olderВ me. В IВ sawВ herВ sitВ onВ theВ oneВ sideВ ofВ theВ boothВ byВ herselfВ whileВ herВ maleВ andВ femaleВ friendВ satВ onВ theВ oppositeВ sideВ ofВ her. В FromВ farВ awayВ IВ heardВ olderВ meВ sayВ toВ herВ friendsВ " heВ saidВ heВ wouldВ beВ here, В heВ isВ goingВ toВ beВ hereВ soon. В Don'tВ worry. ” AВ serverВ wentВ upВ toВ theВ threeВ ofВ themВ andВ askedВ ifВ theyВ wantedВ toВ orderВ foodВ andВ theВ twoВ friendsВ saidВ yesВ andВ orderedВ andВ olderВ meВ saidВ sheВ wouldВ waitВ forВ " him” tillВ heВ cameВ toВ orderВ herВ food. В LittleВ meВ realizedВ sheВ wasВ talkingВ aboutВ herВ boyfriendВ andВ howВ heВ wasВ supposedВ toВ meetВ withВ themВ forВ dinnerВ andВ heВ stillВ hadВ notВ shownВ up. В OlderВ meВ calledВ " him” andВ heВ didВ notВ answer. В OlderВ SabrinaВ keptВ gettingВ moreВ andВ moreВ anxiousВ tellingВ herВ friendsВ " heВ isn'tВ here! В heВ isВ notВ respondingВ toВ me, В whereВ couldВ heВ be? В itВ hasВ beenВ aВ fewВ hours! В IВ can'tВ believeВ heВ forgot” AmongВ this, В theВ youngerВ SabrinaВ startedВ seeingВ everythingВ inВ aВ timeВ lapse, В whereВ thereВ wasВ noВ moreВ dialougueВ afterВ that. В EveryoneВ startedВ movingВ muchВ faster. В PeopleВ wereВ comingВ inВ andВ out, В movingВ around, В talking, В eating. В BeforeВ IВ knewВ itВ almostВ everyoneВ wasВ gone, В includingВ olderВ Sabrina'sВ friendsВ andВ allВ theВ otherВ customersВ inВ theВ restaurantВ hadВ leftВ andВ theВ managerВ orВ ownerВ hadВ lockedВ upВ andВ turnedВ allВ theВ lightsВ offВ andВ went, В leavingВ olderВ andВ youngerВ meВ inВ theВ room. В OlderВ SabrinaВ didВ notВ acknowledgeВ myВ youngerВ selfВ norВ didВ sheВ evenВ seeВ me. В ThereВ wasВ aВ singleВ lightВ onВ olderВ SabrinaВ andВ herВ table. В OlderВ SabrinaВ wasВ veryВ quietВ andВ lookedВ veryВ pensive. В AllВ ofВ aВ suddenВ thereВ wasВ aВ lightВ onВ theВ completeВ oppositeВ sideВ ofВ theВ room, В olderВ meВ noticedВ andВ startedВ walkingВ overВ toВ it. В LittleВ SabrinaВ thenВ becameВ oneВ withВ olderВ SabrinaВ andВ IВ wasВ noВ longerВ onВ theВ sidelines, В IВ wasВ rightВ there. В UnderВ theВ lightВ thereВ wasВ aВ deskВ likeВ pieceВ ofВ furnitureВ andВ onВ thatВ deskВ thereВ wasВ aВ pictureВ frame. В IВ pickedВ upВ theВ pictureВ frameВ onlyВ toВ seeВ itВ wasВ aВ blackВ andВ whiteВ photoВ ofВ aВ teenageВ coupleВ atВ theВ beach. В TheВ girlВ hadВ aВ bigВ floppyВ sunhatВ andВ sunglassesВ andВ

aВ polkaВ dotВ oneВ pieceВ andВ theВ manВ hadВ aВ regularВ bathingsuitВ on. В TheyВ lookedВ likeВ theyВ wereВ inВ theВ middleВ ofВ laughing. В IВ flippedВ theВ pictureВ frameВ andВ sawВ aВ noteВ writtenВ onВ theВ backВ ofВ theВ photo. В ItВ readВ " Sabrina, В ThisВ isВ aВ photoВ ofВ myВ parentsВ whenВ theyВ wereВ younger. В ItВ makesВ meВ thinkВ ofВ us. ” ConfusedВ IВ stoodВ back, В andВ lookedВ toВ theВ rightВ ofВ whereВ theВ frameВ stoodВ andВ sawВ aВ pillВ bottle. В IВ pickedВ itВ upВ andВ theВ bottleВ wasВ completelyВ empty. В IВ turnedВ theВ bottleВ aroundВ andВ onВ thatВ sideВ thereВ wasВ anotherВ noteВ thatВ read” DearВ Sabrina, В I'mВ soВ sorryВ IВ couldn'tВ beВ withВ youВ tonight, В IВ...

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